She bought it just to see me fuck And I’m scared to disappoint her but I need the rush. I look down is he enough?’ I look up please this once I turn the light off and let the camera glow something about the red light makes me right at home it reminds me of Kara Tijesaar who took my virgin card and a small bit of my heart and what’s left of it ripped into shards And here we are stranger alone in the dark anonymous sex monogamous sex you could argue all day about which kind is the best but its moot while we’re both here lying in bed. Don’t you think dear? and I never met you in this life or the next. but I need you I need you like this I need you right here but not to see you turn the light off again
When We’re in The Dark I Can See the Light And then before we start I say this could take all night
Some people call em demons These impulses we can’t explain to eat, fuck, kill and put poisons inside our vein Anton Levay Marquis de Sade If these urges came from Anywhere it be from God How could it be All the basic Things we want? All of em, we all are taught are wrong? How Could it be? Alister Crowley Marquis de Sade If these desires came from anywhere it’d be from God.
And she’s just a phone call away How could you do this to the one you love? my mistake. Honest babe I did it for the both of us I knew that if I’m gonna make it I’d have to pull this sort of stunt expose myself open up Show myself for all I was put my flaws front and center fore someone else could call my bluff and call me out so here it is, all of it God I suck I’m evil and I’m ignorant and my negligence is only surpassed my indifference I am pestilence I am disease I am war and cold black death to complete the four all I needs my trusty steed but I don’t ride a horse but that’s the only bitch that I won’t ride Cause Im a whore but I am pure I wanna be reborn baptism by porn